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Dream

4:54am Monday 17 July 2000

dream

I feel like I've been dreaming for hours that I've been late for work, as a result of watching TV and pissing around all day. A small amusement park thing that I owned or was renting on someone else's land..

and I needed to get my dad's advice on something, but he wasn't available so I was relaxing outside, looking up at some apartments and a guy looked down and saw me and asked if I was going to watch the game and I was all no that I didn't have internet access.

then it just kept getttng later and later and more futile to go to work until it was six am the next day and I was sill trying to go to work from monday though it was six am tuesday now. I had the feeling that I had to make it up, but finally I was just "forget it" and I told my dad my decision and woke up..

oh so relieved!

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i group

6pm Monday 17 July 2000

I'm chillin' in the warrior lodge before my men's group. Good stuff each Monday night.

Today at work I didn't do a whole lot of work, but read some different SAS stuff and surfed the 'net and played on the BBS Thingie on geeky-boy.com.

We started a discussion on theology and stuff. I tossed into the pile 3 different theories of the structure of God in the universe, but none of them really seem to be what I'm guessing must be 'reality'.

Mostly I just wonder about us here now.. what are we to do while alive here on earth? [shrug]

One of the men in our group checked-out permanently. He'll be missed.

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