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Dream

7:09 am Friday 11 May 2001

Wende gave me a kiss as she left for work. As she was walking down the stairs, I had a startling realization.

'Hey! I don't have any way to get to work!'

I bounced out of bed and got ready; Wende took me to work.

My dream:

Got some cool coins in the change I received, including:

• 2002 penny
• 2002 sacagawea dollar
• penny with the face not stamped
• dollar with the planchet not round (like when cutting biscuits, sometimes the cutter will cut over the same section, making a 'dent' in the circle)

I was specifically like, I'm glad this isn't a dream; these are great coins!! Wow!

It was a dream. Doh!!

dave discussion

10:47pm Friday 11 May 2001

Wende and I have been talking a lot about me and Dave at my work, and how much I let hiim irritate me, and some possible ways to begin to heal this craziness.. I have a lot of anger and pissed-off-ed-ness at him and cite all the dumb things he does. Lots of stuff that's just nothing like me.

Wende suggests that maybe I'm afraid of being like him, and maybe there is a part of me that used to be like him. But the overwhelming feeling she gets is that I just need to love him and try to connect in the best way possible.

Hmmm(pf)

I can certainly at least see the value in just telling Kevin and Karla that I've got some personal issues against Dave, and maybe just getting it out there will help me deal with it. Maybe.

- - - -

Right now I'm at Loves truck stop before we take higway 90 to her parents' house in New Braunfels. We were surprised that I get to join Wende this weeked for this trip; I didn't know I'd be able to until just before Karla left work. I'll relay that story inderectly later. It was wacky.

I purchased two postcards at Love's to write to my friend Jenifer who I met at the Conention Center in Los Angeles. I think I have her address with me.

Okay; we are leaving now.

midnight-ish

We arrived and pretty much went straight to sleep.