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Flyers

9:35am CDT Tuesday 2 July 2002

I have just created two flyers advertising the contents of my apartment, including color pics of my futon and chest of drawers. This is a bit unnerving to me - is my price set well? Is it worth the cost of making color copies? How many copies do I need? Where are the best places to put them?

Eeeek!

I mean, thank you Kinko's and universe for making this process simple for me.

Today

1:55pm CDT Tuesday 2 July 2002

I've just taken the Whole Foods free lunch tour, making two passes around the store, sampling their goodies. It's not a full lunch, but four passes would certainly do the trick.

While walking in, I thought I saw Hallie from my church, but it wasn't her. But then it was her inside the store. So it seems I was either lucky, or becoming more sensitive to who's around me, or something good like that.

I've just greeted Kathy Fey for an update and gave her my card. She works on certain days as a massage-artist at Whole Foods. She's excited for me (so is everyone) and I feel blessed, yet still scared.

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Before Whole Foods, I was slowing down to turn in at Bookstop, and because of this I saw Danielle (again, randomly) on the street. I gave her my card and an update.

She is posting one of my flyers somewhere for me.

Now I'm going to go visit Dr Pickering (eye doctor) and get my glasses adjusted and give them an update (and my card).

4:28pm

I turned in (without review) three CDs back to KTRU that I've had out for probably a year or so. I feel sad about leaving KTRU. All part of the process.

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10:17pm CDT Tuesday 2 July 2002

I feel really scared and tired and anxious and everything. I found myself in ASL really wanting to just sleep. Now I have just spent 30 minutes working on an email to Steve about my religious beliefs. I feel this is a worthwhile project for me overall, but I'm hard pressed to think of a reason to really do it right now except that it distracts me from my other emotions, and lets me play on the computer where I'm comfortable.

I'm going to go to sleep now and not call any of my friends to distract me futher. Just me and my emotions as uncomfortable as they may be.

Thank you, emotions, for the blessings you bring me.