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English

8:45am JST Sunday 27 July 2003

I received two emails today from native English speakers that included funny wordage:

"I have brought-en my cell phone"

and

"Did you get earthquaked?"

Haha. Nice.

Haha.I almost named this one after the unnamed person contained herein

9:09am JST Sunday 27 July 2003

Woo (that's not "woo" like wow, but "woo" like yikes!)

I just saw someone who reminded me of _____ (thanks, JP), and I had the following transaction in my head:

erruu? (thanks, Scooby). couldn't have been her. what happened?. we hung out banging eachother for a while and I told her I loved her and she took that to mean more than I did. jeezus. language. words words words. Words mean nothing. Everyone has a different language in their mind. broughten. earthquaked. love. Actions are where it's at. It takes me years to know someone. Fuck language. Release. namaste. I hope everything goes well for you. I won't contact you again, including not paying you mo money. Release. namaste, YRUU. I have my set of relationships from that time. Not going back.

Work

5:43pm JST Sunday 27 July 2003

Work was aight today. Not fucked up busy. No zombie students. No quote of the day either. One student was a little kid who was quite genki, but who didn't really want to speak. But the cat was like four. He seemed like any other normal playful four year old. I was quite happy to let him do whatever he wanted. He sat on my lap to let me read to him as he flipped pages and pointed to various pictures and words and when he got bored he used my outstretched legs as a slide.

I wondered how much similar attention he gets with his actual family.

Man I'm tired. naptime.

kT

11:14pm JST Sunday 27 July 2003

Called kT tonight! She's kickin' it at a law firm up in New England, which she's doing because she remembered the people there (at the law firm) were nice, but now she's remembering the people there (in Brooklyn) are not nice in general, so she has no friends.

Other than that, and the shooting at City Hall, everything is fine.

swuusi swuusi swuusi

1:25am JST Monday 28 July 2003

I have just read one single entry about SWUUSI (KBH's; it was the first on my Friends List).

Feelings mushed up. No words.. Just 12 hours ago I *decided* I would/could never go back. I know I can't but I want to. All the games; all the stories; all the lives positively lived and positively affected.

And and and all the games that I won't fully grok, plus all the stories that I won't be able to tell.

Things change. Want to preserve it; want to preserve everything *and* move on and forge new realities. Want you to know you y r u u ers are the best.

ps: ultra proud of Josephine and Amy.

ps not sorted: Ants and Cheese, Silent Football, Ardmore, Applebees, talent shows, and the rest..

It's 1:35. I gotta sleep. Not that I have to be at work in less than 11 hours, which I don't, but.. maybe it's to wash away all these emotions.

I miss you guys.