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9:14am JST Sunday 16 November 2003

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Sigh

11:40pm JST Sunday 16 November 2003

That went terribly.

Conversing happily with janette and I just had to get it off my mind that I've been having more fun in Japan (going to Warawara with Nova peeps, riding roller coasters, beginning to see more progress in Japanese learnin') and I think I might stay longer than January.

She was like, "I'm cool wit dat, yo" and then I was all, "something something see myself doing it alone" I don't even remember what I said, but the "doing it alone" words rang in my head like an ambulance stuck in traffic.

mood plummetted.

I'm so sorry.

man, fuck relationships.

fuck being alone.

why oh why

what oh what

ps

11:46pm JST Sunday 16 November 2003

My mom and Jon are here at my apartment. They're sleeping like shoes in cloth sacks.

Got them in Chinatown and they were like, ".." and I was like, "I dunno; I've never been here before."

"What???"

same thing that Sharon and Jana said. "What do you do?"

fuck around on my computer.

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At a lowpoint now.