Entries this day: Honk Work lord_of_the_ringses

Honk

8:58pm JST Saturday 20 December 2003

I just felt like calling this entry Honk.

I just read a 9 page article about video games as a new huge market that will begin to drive the movie industry.

Today I was walking alongside my fellow travelers and realized that I'm in this sea of humanity and wondered about the idea that we (humans) are each just focal points of emotions and we can draw to us positive love energy or negative fear energy. Just by "thinking" (*) about it, or "focusing" (*) on such energies.

Like we're each little radios that can choose which frequencies of universal energy we choose to pick up. What if we simply choose to allow the positive love energy of the universe to work through us? That's my choice; just walk around and act in loving ways all the time.

So what does that mean if I'm just a magnifying glass for certain energies of my choosing? Maybe it means the secret to a happy healthy beautiful life is just to believe that we are living such a life. That matches things that I "believe" (*) so far in the world.. that we create reality by thinking and we choose our own experiences whether consciously or not.

finish. arigato.

(*) whatever these words mean.

Work

9:07pm JST Saturday 20 December 2003

Today at work I found that I was happier and bantered more with Benny and Carla et. al. more than months prior. Not sure what is the difference, but I'm releasing the need to know that. I'm having more fun.

After work I wondered about transferring to a remoter part of Japan, to see what that life would be like.

lord of the ringses

2:09am JST Sunday 21 December 2003

Slept for 2 hours and then Dan turned on his music real loud (good-ish dance music, though the player skipped occasionally) and woke me up with that and clanging around in the kitchen. Orivia and Jen came down and then Jen left and then Lord of the Rings 2 went into the VCR.

I slept-ish through a lot of this, but decided I'd like to watch the movie and got up for it. They had no idea I was home already and were apologetic. No worries, mates.

Jen, Grace, and あいこ came back near the end of the movie and watched the rest of it. Orivia and I read some of the subtitles and had them confirmed by あいこ. Nice.