Entries this day: Dream Space Work World-bike beating_dead_horses

Dream

6:30am JST Sunday 25 July 2004

terrible dream that FSD had gotten bad financial news and 1/2 of the leadership decided to quit and take everything in the middle of the night, but the other half wanted to try and keep the business and when I arrived, I was forced into choosing to help the half that wanted to takeeverything without the consent of the other half.

As the night drew to a close, we had to have everything in the truck, which was a Tomball high school cheerleading truck, and Heather Bennet was doing flipflops, practicing in the cooridor inside the back of the truck. She was on TV from a distant angle as well. Wow.

Space

9:28am JST Sunday 25 July 2004

Almost out of disk space on my computer. Gotta delete some, um, movies.

Work

9:48am JST Sunday 25 July 2004

Awesome set of students for work today. Terumi, who I encouraged to bring work emails to class, has chosen my lesson, and I assume will bring emails. Kumiko, who comes *rarely*, is on my schedule (though she didn't choose my lesson, so she might vanish from my schedule). She's the one for whom I wrote a postcard of Japanese greetings as display of how much Japanese I seem to know. I will ask if she got it.

5:26pm

She didn't show up.

So I studied.

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Today at work a couple of students have asked questions that resulted in me realizing how much I miss the US. Yarg. But I don't just want to go back and live; I want to do something cool. Maybe I'll ride my bike from California to Texas. (my new bike that I haven't researched nor purchased yet). I can save 1000 bucks in a couple of months and then rock the fuck out of here and buy a bike in California and map out a trek between CA and TX. Maybe I'll fuckin' do it here in Japan and ride to Osaka and ride coasters there. Fuck this hating my current life crapola.

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World bike

9:51pm JST Sunday 25 July 2004

To whom it may concern:

I have decided to ride my bike around the world.  Any sponsorship will
be appreciated.  Film, story, and movie rights are negotiable.  I can
be contacted at world-bike@robnugen.com

beating dead horses

12:08am JST Monday 26 July 2004

wow

12:38am

30 minutes (*) later, tadaima (**).

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(*) most of which was spent reading Ryan's LJ

(**) I'm surprised.

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11:46pm JST Monday 26 July 2004

So what the above entry means is this: the girl showed up unexpected at my room after we talked for nearly 2 hours on the phone with me repeatedly telling her we shouldn't have so much sex if we want any possibility of a long term friendship, and she repeatedly saying she understands but she still wants to see me. This is sex and love addictions combined and it's nothing but trouble in the long run.

Banged in the morning and it was fun, but not conducive to being just friends.