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Dream

9:37am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

My power supply just broke, I think. 85% battery, but my battery dies at about 67%

I told my dad that I wanted to build some railroad tracks. full sized ones; not just a model. He acquired some rails and I used some two by fours to tie them together using little screws, but I tied them together from the top, which would disallow the train to go past. I showed him my work and he pointed out the critcal problem. D'oh! I was upset at first, but then was like, "ah it was only an hour of work, not like days or years down the drain." So the project became much larger in scale. We had to go through some water and build a tunnel. There were other construction workers using flame throwers to keep the concrete dry or make it set quickly and I had a fight with my brother for a moment because we were tired, but we made up quickly enough. "Sorry, Fred." "Sorry, Rob." I climbed up out of the tunnel through a hole using a ladder that I didn't know about previously, which let me know just how big this operation was. I was surprised and happy to see all the other workers and it let me know what a big project this was and that my quick request of making a train track couldn't be finished super quickly. This was a big project.

I got the power supply fixed.

Gateway data1

10:49am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

CD/track             Wave II / Threshold 5: Energy Bar Tool
body position        flat on back with legs bent
CD player            Panasonic SL-CT510
headphones           Audio-Technica ATH-T3
ambient temperature  17 C
clothing             red flannel pants, red flannel shirt, Hitomi-knit cap
working nostril(s)   right
emotional state      calm, wide awake
physical             tight leg muscles
head                 fine
stomach              fine
pain/soreness        cold hands
phone/door	     off/locked
time allowed	     hours
ambient light	     daylight through curtains
ambient noise	     almost none
date/time            10:52am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005
location	     Millenium House, room 20

11:29am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

Wow! That kicked ass. I could nearly induce vibrations by visualizing the energy bar on and off really quickly. I was tempted to use different ways to control it, and wavering between dream images

flipping a light switch and looking at the back of some type of computer data storage device maybe.

I'm excited. I'm going to go for the next one now.

Gateway data2

11:31am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

CD/track             Wave II / Threshold 6: Living Body Map
body position        flat on back with legs bent
CD player            Panasonic SL-CT510
headphones           Audio-Technica ATH-T3
ambient temperature  17 C
clothing             red flannel pants, red flannel shirt, Hitomi-knit cap
working nostril(s)   right
emotional state      excited, wide awake
physical             relaxed
head                 fine
stomach              a bit hungry
pain/soreness        almost none
phone/door	     off/locked
time allowed	     a few hours
ambient light	     daylight through curtains
ambient noise	     almost none
date/time            11:36am JST Tuesday 04 January 2005
location	     Millenium House, room 20

12:34pm

That was cool, but not as awesome as the first one. Good tool, though, I imagine. I was a bit more prone to dreaming and losing the control of what my visualizations were visualizing;

I was at janette's house walking up from the back alley into the back yard. A gate had been built there.

I guess that's why they made us get up between exercises at the Monroe Institute; to get us fully awake between them.

Gateway data3

1:55pm JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

CD/track             Wave III / Freedom 1: Lift Off
body position        flat on back with legs bent
CD player            Panasonic SL-CT510
headphones           Audio-Technica ATH-T3
ambient temperature  20 C
clothing             red flannel jammies, Hitomi-knit cap
working nostril(s)   both
emotional state      eager, wide awake
physical             just ate brunch
head                 fine
stomach              happy
pain/soreness        none
phone/door	     off/locked
time allowed	     60 minutes
ambient light	     daylight through curtains
ambient noise	     residents walking
date/time            1:58pm JST Tuesday 04 January 2005
location	     Millenium House, room 20

2:29pm JST Tuesday 04 January 2005

I stayed conscious for nearly all of that. Toward the end he was just like, "awright; chill out here" so I did and kinda fell asleep, but didn't miss anything, I'm sure. The idea for this one was to float up and down three times along with the Resonant Energy Balloon, and I didn't feel any floating sensations per se but I did visualize it to the best of my ability. I'll do this one again, I'm guessing.

zzz

12:51am JST Wednesday 05 January 2005

Work was fine; I reminded Kyoko that I had given her my number so she gave me mine. Kozue chose me for two lessons.

Noriko just asked me to help her with a letter to a guy in Holland.

Cesar wrote me an email that started with "Hola Rob" and then was written entirely in French. I can understand a lot of it, but not all. Funny.

Tonight I rearranged my room, putting TJ Bike near the door and my table in the corner. TJ Bikes comes and goes more often than the table.

Good night.

zzzz gateway data4

1:03am JST Wednesday 05 January 2005

Though I have to be up early, I feel pretty awake and excited about the next exercise. I lay down to sleep and was like, yesnoyesnoyesno Yes!

CD/track             Wave III / Freedom 2: Remote Viewing
body position        flat on back with legs bent
CD player            Panasonic SL-CT510
headphones           Audio-Technica ATH-T3
ambient temperature  20 C
clothing             red flannel jammies, Hitomi-knit cap
working nostril(s)   left
emotional state      excited, a bit tired
physical             okay
head                 fine
stomach              happy
pain/soreness        
phone/door	     off/locked
time allowed	     all night
ambient light	     almost none
ambient noise	     almost none
date/time            1:05am JST Wednesday 05 January 2005
location	     Millenium House, room 20

1:40am JST Wednesday 05 January 2005

I hadn't done any of the pre-exercise setup, so I was caught by surprise when he was like, "what six numbers are written in the white envelope?" So I took some moments to come up with an equivalent and I chose the next four runes that I'll pull out of my bag:

Nauthiz, Gebo, Isa, Raido

Then he was like, "focus on someone and perceive what they are doing."

janette is making cookies for me in her kitchen.

"now send that person a message."

I sent her "orange peels."

- - - - actually: - - - -

Algiz, Laguz, Raido, Dagaz

janette is doing her taxes

She didn't get the message, but last week she thought about making candied orange peels.