Entries this day: Dream Google_game_winner! Hitomi Hitomi_too

Dream

9:03am JST Wednesday 11 May 2005

I was complaining about the US government to some guys, including Seth from Gaba and the US President came up to hear our concerns, and to play chess with Seth (except it was a card game), which they did weekly. For a moment I was like, "hey nice to meet you," but then quickly began telling him how I perceived his foreign policy as designed to make money for all his homeboys, and not good for the world at large.

A news story interrupted my soliloquy, but much to my surprise, the President was still there and willing to listen after the news story was over. He was writing a response to me, which I thought was really cool, but then I saw he was just pointing me to websites that had already been written. He encouraged me to read them and then contact him again if I had any questions.

Google game winner!

11:20am JST Wednesday 11 May 2005

http://www.google.com/search?q=u232+p9m+driver As of today, right now, there is exactly 1 result from this three term query.

8:25pm JST Wednesday 11 May 2005

Oops. It's not a winner. Only works if I return results only in English.

Hitomi

10:16pm JST Wednesday 11 May 2005

My understanding was that Hitomi planned to come over tonight, but I haven't heard from her yet. It seems strange; we had been emailing back and forth, testing my Rob Update Mailer's ability to send Japanese remove-me text, but then no contact from her.

I did take a nap this afternoon, during which I had my phone off, so she could have called me and gotten no response. I'd be surprised if that kept her from coming over though.

10:19pm

I was right. She just called and will be over in a bit.

nevamind!

Hitomi too

2:21am JST Thursday 12 May 2005

Oh my.

Hitomi has just informed me that she too will be on PB.

She says she wants to have happy times together before I leave (escape) Japan.

I recognize a great deal of my hesitation lies in that I was looking forward to having no girlfriend. Kindof a geographically imposed breakup.

Fuck.

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I have trouble enough keeping my own life lined up that I don't want to work on a relationship. I collapse myself into the relationship too easily.

Why are we doing this to each other?

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Why did she act so crazy a couple weeks ago like I was leaving soon? She says she told me in late March that she was going on PB too, but I didn't believe her cause it's really fucking expensive, she had been joking about going in my suitcase (and everyone makes that joke once or twice), and she didn't say, "I really mean it. I'm going on PB." For 6 weeks she didn't say that.

What other karma do we need to work out?