Entries this day: Day Pre_Mafia_Night Timezone_switch hitomi nightmare_transcribed nihongo_nara

Day

7:41pm AST Wednesday 22 June 2005

We get an extra hour tonight, which is a blessing. I've been stressed today about getting my curriculum done. I specifically did not help with preparations for Mafia Night tonight, but I am supposed to be the bouncer, a job which should be pretty fun. I need to create homework for five of my students who will be on overland tours starting soon. One is leaving tomorrow so I have to do hers tonight. The others can wait.

Dammit; I don't have a collar shirt to wear so I'll be wearing a white T-shirt. Gotta find some black socks, too.

I've been writing postcards in Japanese, and I'm supposed to meet Niveen tonight cause we are going to Italy tomorrow and she and I are supposed to hang out; we just need to make a plan for meeting. I'm looking forward to that.

I fell asleep during a great portion of the Okinawa lecture though it was translated by the CCs. I'm not sure what I missed, but oh well.

I heard a rumor that Shinji is trying to kidnap Francois, so he is hidden inside my pillow.

Hmmmm. my outfit looks aight, but it's easy to tell this is a thin white shirt. I'm wearing a dark suit, and my dark leather (worn / faded, but dark) slip-on shoes to be a bouncer tonight at Mafia Night.

Pre Mafia Night

8:52pm AST Wednesday 22 June 2005

Mafia Night is soon. I seem to have misplaced my camera.

I'm eating a peach now, while recording in my tape recorder. It sounds funny.

Timezone switch

12:00am AST Thursday 23 June 2005

11:00pm CEST Wednesday 22 June 2005

hitomi

A few minutes before the first midnight, Hitomi succeeded in breaking my character: I was the bouncer for Mafia Night and she kept talking to me and asking if I liked my job and why I was doing this job and how I was selected and when I would be finished and if I would talk to her after I finished, etc etc etc and I finally was like fuckit and I walked away from my post and talked with her for over an hour, including tears on her part and little empathy on my part.

I chose to throw a quarter of my Mt Fuji staff into the ocean (I broke it by slamming it onto my bedroom floor after Hitomi wouldn't let me leave my room until I talked to her about not wanting to go scuba diving with her in Jamaica) and she saw me heading that direction and asked if she could go with me.

I gave her half of the quarter and she threw it over and I threw my half of a quarter over and we talked for a while and now I'm in GET Room 9 officially working on my curriculum, but I can hardly stay awake to even write this.

It just feels unfair that I "have to" deal with Hitomi now.

nightmare transcribed

12:28am AST Thursday 23 June 2005

(transcribed 12:13am JST Sunday 11 September 2005)

Right now I am going to throw one quarter of the stick off the back of the boat in a theraputic way. And someone is coming with me. I wish she would get her own fucking life and a clue.

12:11am CEST Thursday 23 June 2005

I just finished talking to Hitomi and throwing the stick off. I don't fucking hate her; I just hate the situation.

What a fuckin' nightmare.

Still have to do curriculum shit. Can't even focus on anything except how angry / sad / fucked up I am over having to deal with the relationship bullshit.

nihongo nara

2005年06月22日（水）

しゅくだいをしなかった、けどこの文なら書きました。

あまりPBで勉強しなかった。康子となら晩供した。

ホームページを三こ作った。でもいまrobnugen.comならあります。

はくぶつかんに行かなかった。でもピラミッドなら行った。

海のいきものを見れなかった、けど時々魚なら見た。

フランスワはギリシャに行ったことない、けどアテネのことなら聞いた。

さいきんイメルをおくってないけど、はがきなら書いた。

今日いっぱい文法を勉強しなかった、けど「なら」なら勉強した。