Entries this day: AM_Dvorak Bridge_tour Day

AM Dvorak

10:54am HST Sunday 21 August 2005

Again in Dvorak layout, and it's actually vaguely bearable, as if I am just on a really foreign keyboard. I think typing in different countries around the world helped because I had to learn where different keys were on different keyboards. That kinda jostled my brain into the idea that keys aren't always where they should be..

Bridge tour

11:22am AKDT Sunday 21 August 2005

oops I'm late (switched to qwerty for this)

Ten more days to go. We are about to go to the bridge for our bridge tour. I will finally get to see it after being invited up there so long ago.

Day

9:19pm AKDT Sunday 21 August 2005

This is the day Katt had her GET Closer thing, and Kill Bill 2 was on all day so I watched it.

Hitomi came up to me while I was supposed to be talking to my speech student and I was like, "leave me the fuck alone," but ultimately I met her for one second and "fixed" her computer problem that took one single click and then she started asking me all these questions about girls and sex and shit and I was like "fuck off; leave me alone" and I got furious and left and then wrote her a letter telling her that I hate when she follows me and she followed me there.

I escaped the room and sat in the room where Matt was creating art with coffee and Angie was in there and Nicole and I was just miserably crying and wishing Hitomi would leave me alone. Nicole went upstairs with me to the top deck where I vented to her and then we had GET Meeting and then Katt's GET Closer and then burned a CD for Brandt and took pictures of Pat and Angie pretending like they were kissing for the GET superlative survey (which GET Teacher is most like to be famous? Which GET Teacher is the craziest? Which two GET Teachers would make the best couples?, etc) and Pat and Angie got a lot of votes (and Pat and Maryann (and Angie and Greg (and Greg and Brandt))) so we got interesting photos. I was often voted the craziest, to I got some photos of me being crazy. It was late at night, but Katt did a good job as director of photography. During most of this stuff I was just emotionally wrecked inside, always on the verge of crying cause I just feel like it's so fucking unfair that I must deal with all this crazy shit from Hitomi.

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During dinner Christina (my favorite server) was all funny and I pulled the table cloth really far one direction and then she pulled it back and then I pulled it again and put a glass on the edge so that if she pulled it, the glass would fall. She laughed. Good times.

Katt talked to Hitomi while I talked to Nicole. Katt thinks Hitomi "got it" to some degree: things are not normal between us because there is some history.

Today we are monstrously busy busy with speeches tomorrow and then graduation the next morning and Prom the next night and our project presentations the next day.