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Chesleigh

4:45pm JST Tuesday 20 September 2005

oh, nice! I thought. An email from Jackie!

From: Jackie Purdy
To:   Rob Nugen
Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2005 01:16:51 -0500
Subject:


Rob.


Someone may have already contacted you in a better way than this. I don't
know how long it takes for you to get this, but you should call someone or
me asap.

Chez has committed suicide. From what I know, it happened today, Monday, in
the afternoon/evening.

Theres not a lot else to say. A memorial service at Horizon sometime in the
next week or two.

My number is 214.etc.etc.

Call me or email me and let me know you got this.

Thanks and with love,
Jackie

Oh Chesleigh, you silly beautiful girl. I had hoped to see you again. I wanted you to get beyond these angsty years. I look forward to seeing you next time around.

From: Rob Nugen
To: Jackie Purdy
Subject:

Fuck.

Thank you for letting me know. You are the first to tell me.

I was hoping to see her again.

I don't know if I can get back for a memorial. I have the time but no funding.

Love and Light
- Rob

5:12pm JST Tuesday 20 September 2005

Those were my first reactions. Now I feel sad.

words words words.

Dream

9:05am JST Tuesday 20 September 2005

Back in time to the Roman Empire, I was in danger of being caught as a spy trying to get into school, but I was actually just fromthe future, so I had to blend in. Brandt tried to just walk in the door, but they knew that meant he was afraid to go up through the entire spiral to get into the building and they caught him. I walked along the spiral all the way up, and saw a guy lose his shoe but didn't know if I should grab it for him. I didn't and soon enough he was coming the other way and asked if I had taken it (cause he was surprised at how far back he had come without finding it), but I was like, "one more," cause he was almost there.

I reached the top and found a locker but wasn't sure how to lock it or how to do something, but I just got ready slowly and took mental notes from people around me. I knew I was probably okay when people started making jokes with me.

Some guy has a history book from the future and was telling his friend how to sneak out of this situation safely.

zzzz

1:11am JST Wednesday 21 September 2005

Unfrickinbelievable. En el Jueves, amiga y yo regresamos al restaurante a la estacion grande. Antes en el dia, con novia viejo voy al pelicula. Y donta we eata togethera es mi think an so mis be askin' mi ol gal heyawan ta chowin en la proxima noches? An shi bi seyan nota mi queri so aima lika heya no es mal; nawarris yah. so den now shi bein all heya porque tu nikki no es verdad no? an aima gon choo tawkin bou willis eye an eye ain' be talk none bou dishit, an den shi bi delta ha think to yah mis wanna gotoel chowmart witu.

book-hiza ifn no es tabien, eye an eye ain gon peep no talkie neva. fo shizzy.