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Entries this day: Dream_white_girl Nihongo Work i-group ragdoll_avalanche youtube ze_ol_Airplane_Day_archive Dream white girl 8:18am JST Monday 11 September 2006 (day 13319) Was doing double stunts with a cheerleader, just goofing around as I was ot in the school. A white girl looking like Marilyn Monroe was doing cheers really genkily and the girl kep telling her she didn't have to be so genki, but actually the genkiness helped the girl prform (either directly or something) because while before she had been like a sack of potatoes, I now could throw my double stunt partner nearly around in a full circle. I realized the girl was nervous about having a white girl leading an all black school's cheer leaders, though, irocally, she was also white. I called her on it, like, "oh Shit Dawg! You might hafta have a white cheerleader calling the stunts!! she realized her foolishness, perhaps, and then proceeded to tell us about eating in a restaurant at the very end of Manhattan island. She said it was quite expensive. Just at that moment, I noticed her train was leaving the platform. D'oh! She ran after it, but of course, to no avail. - - - - Interesting, I just noticed Manhattan showed up on the anniversary of Airpline Day. Hmmmm. permalinkNihongo 2006年9月11日(月)13時15分 (13319日目) 私のために、昨日友達といつも日本語_しゃべりました。昨日は新しい友達ナオキさんで、三人に会いまし た。トモさん(昨日のうんてんした)、アイコさん(よろちゃん、私が分からない時たすけってくれた)、カズ エさん(かずえっち、帰るの時にはとなり座って、同じことばを選んで、漢字チェックしてくれた)。 トップと言うたきを登りまして、古い温泉でリラキスしました。登るときは楽し時あって、けどいつもちょっ とつまらなかった。ボース二人はワンワンワンいつでも私は面白いことやりたかった。「それは危ない、気をつ けって」の紙をsignした。わかった。子供がそれは危ない。でも私(猿)が危なくない。 後、早いでおわった。面白い場所4っつを見たんだけど、三つよりやれました。一番高いジャンプできなかっ た。後、他の場所に行ってすごくかっこい何だけを見させて、「今度もしいっぱいお金をあげったら、それをで きる。いいでしょうか?」 いいじゃないです。 permalinkWork 6:32pm JST Monday 11 September 2006 (day 13319) Today work was pretty easy, given that I only had 4 students scheduled, and one was a no-show. Unfortunately, she was the only student I knew from before and actually had something planned to talk about: she had come last Monday and I invited her to play ultimate with us on Sunday (yesterday), but she never contacted me, so I went with Naoki, et.al. to the waterfall thing. Wanted to make sure she hadn't tried to contact me, and invite her to come to ultimate on any given Sunday. Right now I'm at the conveni near where we meet for i-group, ready to meet. Oh, and for those who were concerned, I did find Francois at work. He doesn't know about the waterfall thing, shhhhh. permalinki group 10:12pm JST Monday 11 September 2006 (day 13319) Good to connect with I-group tonight. Takeshi, who was not present a month ago, was there tonight. I had forgotten David's name, but now all the names are sorted in my brain. Good deal. permalinkragdoll avalanche 1:50am JST Tuesday 12 September 2006 (day 13320) permalinkyoutube 1:47am JST Tuesday 12 September 2006 (day 13320) I'm likely to post a slew of videos on youtube.com, and perhaps a non-US based one just for safekeeping of videos. Been watching most of the videos posted by lonelygirl15 and a couple by danielbeast. She's quite.... addicting. permalinkze ol Airplane Day archive I think this piece is beautiful and want to help it stay available. The following is taken without permission from Bloggerman: This hole in the ground: Sept. 11, 2006 | 8:32 p.m. ET This hole in the ground
All the time, I knew that the very air I breathed contained the remains of thousands of people, including four of my friends, two in the planes and -- as I discovered from those "missing posters" seared still into my soul -- two more in the Towers. And I knew too, that this was the pyre for hundreds of New York policemen and firemen, of whom my family can claim half a dozen or more, as our ancestors. I belabor this to emphasize that, for me this was, and is, and always shall be, personal. And anyone who claims that I and others like me are "soft,"or have "forgotten" the lessons of what happened here is at best a grasping, opportunistic, dilettante and at worst, an idiot whether he is a commentator, or a Vice President, or a President. However, of all the things those of us who were here five years ago could have forecast -- of all the nightmares that unfolded before our eyes, and the others that unfolded only in our minds -- none of us could have predicted this. Five years later this space is still empty. Five years later there is no memorial to the dead. Five years later there is no building rising to show with proud defiance that we would not have our America wrung from us, by cowards and criminals. Five years later this country's wound is still open. Five years later this country's mass grave is still unmarked. Five years later this is still just a background for a photo-op. It is beyond shameful. At the dedication of the Gettysburg Memorial -- barely four months after the last soldier staggered from another Pennsylvania field -- Mr. Lincoln said, "we cannot dedicate, we cannot consecrate, we cannot hallow this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract." Lincoln used those words to immortalize their sacrifice. Today our leaders could use those same words to rationalize their reprehensible inaction. "We cannot dedicate, we can not consecrate, we can not hallow this ground." So we won't. Instead they bicker and buck pass. They thwart private efforts, and jostle to claim credit for initiatives that go nowhere. They spend the money on irrelevant wars, and elaborate self-congratulations, and buying off columnists to write how good a job they're doing instead of doing any job at all. Five years later, Mr. Bush, we are still fighting the terrorists on these streets. And look carefully, sir, on these 16 empty acres. The terrorists are clearly, still winning. And, in a crime against every victim here and every patriotic sentiment you mouthed but did not enact, you have done nothing about it. And there is something worse still than this vast gaping hole in this city, and in the fabric of our nation. There is its symbolism of the promise unfulfilled, the urgent oath, reduced to lazy execution. The only positive on 9/11 and the days and weeks that so slowly and painfully followed it was the unanimous humanity, here, and throughout the country. The government, the President in particular, was given every possible measure of support. Those who did not belong to his party -- tabled that. Those who doubted the mechanics of his election -- ignored that. Those who wondered of his qualifications -- forgot that. History teaches us that nearly unanimous support of a government cannot be taken away from that government by its critics. It can only be squandered by those who use it not to heal a nation's wounds, but to take political advantage. Terrorists did not come and steal our newly-regained sense of being American first, and political, fiftieth. Nor did the Democrats. Nor did the media. Nor did the people. The President -- and those around him -- did that. They promised bi-partisanship, and then showed that to them, "bi-partisanship" meant that their party would rule and the rest would have to follow, or be branded, with ever-escalating hysteria, as morally or intellectually confused, as appeasers, as those who, in the Vice President's words yesterday, "validate the strategy of the terrorists." They promised protection, and then showed that to them "protection" meant going to war against a despot whose hand they had once shaken, a despot who we now learn from our own Senate Intelligence Committee, hated al-Qaida as much as we did. The polite phrase for how so many of us were duped into supporting a war, on the false premise that it had 'something to do' with 9/11 is "lying by implication." The impolite phrase is "impeachable offense." Not once in now five years has this President ever offered to assume responsibility for the failures that led to this empty space, and to this, the current, curdled, version of our beloved country. Still, there is a last snapping flame from a final candle of respect and fairness: even his most virulent critics have never suggested he alone bears the full brunt of the blame for 9/11. Half the time, in fact, this President has been so gently treated, that he has seemed not even to be the man most responsible for anything in his own administration. Yet what is happening this very night? A mini-series, created, influenced -- possibly financed by -- the most radical and cold of domestic political Machiavellis, continues to be televised into our homes. The documented truths of the last fifteen years are replaced by bald-faced lies; the talking points of the current regime parroted; the whole sorry story blurred, by spin, to make the party out of office seem vacillating and impotent, and the party in office, seem like the only option. How dare you, Mr. President, after taking cynical advantage of the unanimity and love, and transmuting it into fraudulent war and needless death, after monstrously transforming it into fear and suspicion and turning that fear into the campaign slogan of three elections? How dare you -- or those around you -- ever "spin" 9/11? Just as the terrorists have succeeded -- are still succeeding -- as long as there is no memorial and no construction here at Ground Zero. So, too, have they succeeded, and are still succeeding as long as this government uses 9/11 as a wedge to pit Americans against Americans. This is an odd point to cite a television program, especially one from March of 1960. But as Disney's continuing sell-out of the truth (and this country) suggests, even television programs can be powerful things. And long ago, a series called "The Twilight Zone" broadcast a riveting episode entitled "The Monsters Are Due On Maple Street." In brief: a meteor sparks rumors of an invasion by extra-terrestrials disguised as humans. The electricity goes out. A neighbor pleads for calm. Suddenly his car -- and only his car -- starts. Someone suggests he must be the alien. Then another man's lights go on. As charges and suspicion and panic overtake the street, guns are inevitably produced. An "alien" is shot -- but he turns out to be just another neighbor, returning from going for help. The camera pulls back to a near-by hill, where two extra-terrestrials are seen manipulating a small device that can jam electricity. The veteran tells his novice that there's no need to actually attack, that you just turn off a few of the human machines and then, "they pick the most dangerous enemy they can find, and it's themselves." And then, in perhaps his finest piece of writing, Rod Serling sums it up with words of remarkable prescience, given where we find ourselves tonight: "The tools of conquest do not necessarily come with bombs and explosions and fallout. There are weapons that are simply thoughts, attitudes, prejudices, to be found only in the minds of men. "For the record, prejudices can kill and suspicion can destroy, and a thoughtless, frightened search for a scapegoat has a fallout all its own -- for the children, and the children yet unborn." When those who dissent are told time and time again -- as we will be, if not tonight by the President, then tomorrow by his portable public chorus -- that he is preserving our freedom, but that if we use any of it, we are somehow un-American...When we are scolded, that if we merely question, we have "forgotten the lessons of 9/11"... look into this empty space behind me and the bi-partisanship upon which this administration also did not build, and tell me: Who has left this hole in the ground? We have not forgotten, Mr. President. You have. May this country forgive you. Sept. 11, 2006 | 3:19 p.m. ET A special comment on 9/11
Olbermann will offer a special commentary on how the course of the nation was forever altered by the events of that day, and by the actions of the administration in the months and years afterward. Check out this sneak peak: The only positive on 9/11 and the days and weeks that so slowly and painfully followed it was the unanimous humanity, here, and throughout the country. The government, the President in particular, was given every possible measure of support. Those who did not belong to his partytabled that. Those who doubted the mechanics of his electionignored that. Those who wondered of his qualificationsforgot that. History teaches us that nearly unanimous support of a government cannot be taken away from that government by its critics. It can only be squandered by those who use it not to heal a nations wounds, but to take political advantage. Terrorists did not come and steal our newly-regained sense of being American first, and political, fiftieth. Nor did the Democrats. Nor did the media. Nor did the people. The Presidentand those around himdid that. They promised bi-partisanship, and then showed that to them, bi-partisanship meant that their party would rule and the rest would have to follow, or be branded, with ever-escalating hysteria, as morally or intellectually confused; as appeasers; as those who, in the Vice Presidents words yesterday, validate the strategy of the terrorists. They promised protection, and then showed that to them protection meant going to war against a despot whose hand they had once shaken, a despot who we now learn from our own Senate Intelligence Committee hated Al-Qaeda as much as we did. The polite phrase for how so many of us were duped into supporting a war, on the false premise that it had something to do with 9/11, is lying by implication. The impolite phrase is: "impeachable offense." Comments? Email KOlbermann@msnbc.com Sept. 5, 2006 | 8:00 p.m. ET 'Have you no sense of decency, sir?'
Today, in the same subtle terms in which Mr. Bush and his colleagues muddied the clear line separating Iraq and 9/11 -- without ever actually saying sothe President quoted a purported Osama Bin Laden letter that spoke of launching, a media campaign to create a wedge between the American people and their government. Make no mistake herethe intent of that is to get us to confuse the psychotic scheming of an international terrorist, with that familiar bogeyman of the right, the media. The President and the Vice President and others have often attacked freedom of speech, and freedom of dissent, and freedom of the press. Now, Mr. Bush has signaled that his unparalleled and unprincipled attack on reporting has a new and venomous side angle: The attempt to link, by the simple expediency of one wordmediathe honest, patriotic, and indeed vital questions and questioning from American reporters, with the evil of Al-Qaeda propaganda. That linkage is more than just indefensible. It is un-American. Mr. Bush and his colleagues have led us before to such waters. We will not drink again. And the Presidents re-writing and sanitizing of history, so it fits the expediencies of domestic politics, is just as false, and just as scurrilous. In the 1920s a failed Austrian painter published a book in which he explained his intention to build an Aryan super-state in Germany and take revenge on Europe and eradicate the Jews, President Bush said today, the world ignored Hitlers words, and paid a terrible price. Whatever the true nature of al Qaeda and other international terrorist threats, to ceaselessly compare them to the Nazi State of Germany serves only to embolden them. More over, Mr. Bush, you are accomplishing in part what Osama Bin Laden and others seeka fearful American populace, easily manipulated, and willing to throw away any measure of restraint, any loyalty to our own ideals and freedoms, for the comforting illusion of safety. It thus becomes necessary to remind the President that his administrations recent Nazi kick is an awful and cynical thing. And it becomes necessary to reach back into our history, for yet another quote, from yet another time and to ask it of Mr. Bush: Have you no sense of decency, sir?
Sept. 5, 2006 | 7:00 p.m. ET Special comment on Bush's speech Today, President Bush followed in the steps of Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld by comparing war critiques to the Nazis of the past, and the al Qaeda of the present. Tonight, Keith Olbermann responds with a special comment on Countdown. You can catch Olbermanns full response at 8 p.m. ET on MSNBC, but heres a sneak peek: Now, Mr. Bush has signaled that his unparalleled and unprincipled attack on reporting... has a new and venomous side angle: That linkage is more than just indefensible. It is un-American. Mr. Bush and his colleagues have led us before to such waters. We will not drink again. And Comments? Email KOlbermann@msnbc.com Aug. 30, 2006 | 8:34 p.m. ET Feeling morally, intellectually confused?
Donald H. Rumsfeld is not a prophet. Mr. Rumsfelds remarkable speech to the American Legion yesterday demands the deep analysisand the sober contemplationof every American. For it did not merely serve to impugn the morality or intelligence -- indeed, the loyalty -- of the majority of Americans who oppose the transient occupants of the highest offices in the land. Worse, still, it credits those same transient occupants -- our employees -- with a total omniscience; a total omniscience which neither common sense, nor this administrations track record at home or abroad, suggests they deserve. Dissent and disagreement with government is the lifes blood of human freedom; and not merely because it is the first roadblock against the kind of tyranny the men Mr. Rumsfeld likes to think of as his troops still fight, this very evening, in Iraq. It is also essential. Because just every once in awhile it is right and the power to which it speaks, is wrong. In a small irony, however, Mr. Rumsfelds speechwriter was adroit in invoking the memory of the appeasement of the Nazis. For in their time, there was another government faced with true perilwith a growing evilpowerful and remorseless. That government, like Mr. Rumsfelds, had a monopoly on all the facts. It, too, had the secret information. It alone had the true picture of the threat. It too dismissed and insulted its critics in terms like Mr. Rumsfelds -- questioning their intellect and their morality. That government was Englands, in the 1930s. It knew Hitler posed no true threat to Europe, let alone England. It knew Germany was not re-arming, in violation of all treaties and accords. It knew that the hard evidence it received, which contradicted its own policies, its own conclusions its own omniscience -- needed to be dismissed. The English government of Neville Chamberlain already knew the truth. Most relevant of all it knew that its staunchest critics needed to be marginalized and isolated. In fact, it portrayed the foremost of them as a blood-thirsty war-monger who was, if not truly senile, at best morally or intellectually confused. That critics name was Winston Churchill. Sadly, we have no Winston Churchills evident among us this evening. We have only Donald Rumsfelds, demonizing disagreement, the way Neville Chamberlain demonized Winston Churchill. History and 163 million pounds of Luftwaffe bombs over England have taught us that all Mr. Chamberlain had was his certainty and his own confusion. A confusion that suggested that the office can not only make the man, but that the office can also make the facts. Thus, did Mr. Rumsfeld make an apt historical analogy. Excepting the fact, that he has the battery plugged in backwards. His government, absolute -- and exclusive -- in its knowledge, is not the modern version of the one which stood up to the Nazis. It is the modern version of the government of Neville Chamberlain. But back to todays Omniscient ones. That, about which Mr. Rumsfeld is confused is simply this: This is a Democracy. Still. Sometimes just barely. And, as such, all voices count -- not just his. Had he or his president perhaps proven any of their prior claims of omniscience about Osama Bin Ladens plans five years ago, about Saddam Husseins weapons four years ago, about Hurricane Katrinas impact one year ago we all might be able to swallow hard, and accept their omniscience as a bearable, even useful recipe, of fact, plus ego. But, to date, this government has proved little besides its own arrogance, and its own hubris. Mr. Rumsfeld is also personally confused, morally or intellectually, about his own standing in this matter. From Iraq to Katrina, to the entire Fog of Fear which continues to envelop this nation, he, Mr. Bush, Mr. Cheney, and their cronies have inadvertently or intentionally profited and benefited, both personally, and politically. And yet he can stand up, in public, and question the morality and the intellect of those of us who dare ask just for the receipt for the Emporers New Clothes? In what country was Mr. Rumsfeld raised? As a child, of whose heroism did he read? On what side of the battle for freedom did he dream one day to fight? With what country has he confused the United States of America? The confusion we -- as its citizens must now address, is stark and forbidding. But variations of it have faced our forefathers, when men like Nixon and McCarthy and Curtis LeMay have darkened our skies and obscured our flag. Note -- with hope in your heart that those earlier Americans always found their way to the light, and we can, too. The confusion is about whether this Secretary of Defense, and this administration, are in fact now accomplishing what they claim the terrorists seek: The destruction of our freedoms, the very ones for which the same veterans Mr. Rumsfeld addressed yesterday in Salt Lake City, so valiantly fought. And about Mr. Rumsfelds other main assertion, that this country faces a new type of fascism. As he was correct to remind us how a government that knew everything could get everything wrong, so too was he right when he said that -- though probably not in the way he thought he meant it. This country faces a new type of fascism - indeed. Although I presumptuously use his sign-off each night, in feeble tribute, I have utterly no claim to the words of the exemplary journalist Edward R. Murrow. But never in the trial of a thousand years of writing could I come close to matching how he phrased a warning to an earlier generation of us, at a time when other politicians thought they (and they alone) knew everything, and branded those who disagreed: confused or immoral. Thus, forgive me, for reading Murrow, in full: We must not confuse dissent with disloyalty, he said, in 1954. We must remember always that accusation is not proof, and that conviction depends upon evidence and due process of law. We will not walk in fear, one of another. We will not be driven by fear into an age of unreason, if we dig deep in our history and our doctrine, and remember that we are not descended from fearful men, not from men who feared to write, to speak, to associate, and to defend causes that were for the moment unpopular. And so good night, and good luck.
Comments? Email KOlbermann@msnbc.com Aug. 30, 2006 | 4:31 p.m. ET Feeling morally, intellectually confused? Yesterday, Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld once again attacked Administration critics, asserting those questioning its Iraq and anti-terror policies are trying to appease "a new type of fascism," calling them sufferers of "moral or intellectual confusion." Tonight, Keith Olbermann returns to Countdown with a special commentary on Rumsfelds remarks. You can catch Olbermanns full response at 8 p.m. ET on MSNBC, but heres a sneak peek:
For it did not merely serve to impugn the morality or intelligence - indeed, the loyaltyof the majority of Americans who oppose the transient occupants of the highest offices in the land; Worse, still, it credits those same transient occupants - our employeeswith a total omniscience; a total omniscience which neither common sense, nor this administrations track record at home or abroad, suggests they deserve. Dissent and disagreement with government is the lifes blood of human freedom; And not merely because it is the first roadblock against the kind of tyranny the men Mr. Rumsfeld likes to think of as his troops still fight, this very evening, in Iraq. It is also essential. Because just every once in awhile it is rightand the power to which it speaks, is wrong." permalinkprev day next day |