Entries this day: Chez Work chat_with_ma,_et._al.

Chez

9:30am JST Tuesday 25 December 2007 (day 13789)

Chez is a dear soul who chose to jump from the roof of a hotel in Dallas to her so she could be remembered in tattoos on various friends' body parts.. anyway, she would often ask me, "how are you feeling *right* now*?

Right now, Rob is feeling a bit sad, but a bit productive in getting a lot of stuff written for his joural. rob is wondering the point of life and how to make the world a better place. Rob is considering doing the ego separation thing that Kevn did recently, (and Rob wants to note, for the record this does not mean physical death or suicide or anything of the sort.; don't worry)

Right now, right *now* Rob is

and Rob is chillin' on a train going to work in shibuya. There is a woman reading French next to me, andother woman sleeping next to me and I'm in the middle looking at a guys's bag slung over his shoulder as we arrive in Nakameguro and will sooon roll in to shibuya.

I'm going to check out for a nap for a bit until we reach shibuya (5 minutes at most)

Work

5:32pm JST Tuesday 25 December 2007 (day 13789)

Shockingly obtuse day of programming at work. I don't even know if that word works for this, but I've spent way way way hella too much time on this problem for what it's worth. I'm sick sick of this crap and I don't want to go any further with it. The bummer thing is that I had it working better at one point, but I realized that was a bad way to code it (it allowed editing of a field during a view) so I moved the code and the shit has just collapsed into a pile of shit-code that my tired brain can't recover right now.

The other bummer thing is that I didn't show 中谷さん what I had, and I didn't save a snapshot at that point, so fuck I have no proof that I did anything worthwhile today.

Fuck.

chat with ma, et. al.

12:50am JST Wednesday 26 December 2007 (day 13790)

Nice chat with Ma, Jon, Fred, and Nathalie (Fred's g/f, who I had never seen before this Skype video chat). Good convo about nothin' special except her two weeks in the Amazon and seeing no Americans for basically the whole trip. "We may have seen one American..."