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Email to Paige

Hey Paige!

Congratulations on _____________. I know it was worth it, and I'm glad you know
the same for your own decision.

TKD!  Coool!!  I've never wanted to get into a martial art because I don't want to suffer the
bruises..  But, as you said, I always admire people who do.  Can you write why you love it?
Sometimes I want to be sold on the idea.

Regarding art, I have never taken a course, and I've never tried to draw, for example, "a bowl of
fruit" or, "a cat" (at least not in any kind of realistic sense).  A wise friend of mine said
something like "enjoy the creation of art as a playful process.  Don't worry about a goal; just
create art as you feel inspired.  If you get tired of creating, walk away and come back when you are
ready to create more art."

With that in mind, I bought a canvas and a set of acrylics with brushes.  When I first plopped down
a color, I was like, "wow!"  It was so beautiful; so bright!

I'm sure you've been to plenty of art museums.  One time (in Barcelona, thanks to our beloved
voyages) I saw an entire museum filled with an artist's work.  Piece after piece after piece, room
after room, showing how his styles changed over the years.  Looking at any one single canvas, I
wasn't all that impressed, ... but I was impressed that he (the artist) never stopped painting.

So now after painting haphazardly for some years, I have a sense of how quickly I produce pieces,
and have a show scheduled (though not all the pieces are even started yet!) If I "make a mistake" on
a piece, I'll basically highlight it: draw circles around it or an arrow pointing to it.  This works
while I'm in a stage of abstract colors.

SO, just buy a canvas (a small one if you like), buy some colors (such as finger paints, water
colors, acrylics, markers, or crayon hybrid paint things) anything will do.  slap down some colors,
sign it, date it, and give it to your mom.  If she doesn't appreciate it, send it to me and I will
definitely appreciate it!

Lather, rinse, repeat, and you'll see you're an artist!

On Thu, Feb 28, 2008 at 3:03 PM, Paige wrote:

    I may be doing TKD every weekday, but i think you have far more
    discipline since you're dedicating time to meditation!!  I did the 10-
    day Vipassana in 2006 and survived, but i came to the conclusion that
    i'm not much of a meditator.  Of course, what that really means is
    that i don't have the dedication to become one, so i always admire
    those who do! :)

I barely survived the Vipassana course; as a result, for a while afterward, I couldn't meditate *at
all*.  Even now it's a struggle for me each day to make myself sit down and take the time.  I'll let
you know if I ever become a great meditative master.  maybe come to you in one of your TKD dreams
and you can teach me like in The Matrix.
 
    What happened to Francois?

Best I can tell is that I dropped him while getting off the train in Shibuya and didn't notice.  I
talked to the police and the lost-n-found, but no results so far.  Someone literally sent me a
postcard signed by Francois in Chofu.  I thankful to whoever did it; it helped me get closure.  I
cried bawlingly for at least 10 minutes.

    Are you still teaching English?  Do you have plans to pass through LA
    any time soon? ;)

I had to get out of English teachin'; I was getting worn down by lack of initiation in my students.
I've kept in touch with one of my students: she really works hard and does homework, etc.  I can see
her improvement and I'm sure to tell her so.  (*)

SO, now I'm doing website programming for a company in Shibuya.  I'm getting paid less than I was
teaching, but I've got a lot more room to relax: no shoes, bad posture if I feel like it, and plenty
of time online!  I'll prolly shift out of this job once my finances go to a more positive direction.
(I just got out of CC debt! Just need to pay $3000 to my family who helped me when I broke my
shoulder.. wooo!)

(*) Actually I've also kept in touch with another student: Ami, whom I'm dating.  :-)

   Love and Light
    - Rob!

-- 
The love that you give is the pain that you release. 

Two minutes later:

oops I didn't mean to ignore your question about visiting LA!  Unfortunately I just turned down an
suggestion to meet my brother in Italy (Italy!!!) when he'll be going for something related to his
work.  While I'm just now getting out of debt, I will just be traveling locally for a while...

Love Love
   - Rob!
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I asked slashdot

12:43pm JST Monday 3 March 2008 (day 13858)

Though I expect my question to be rejected, I just wanted to get it submitted, and I'll CC here:

I've noticed more reports / articles about UFO sightings in the last year than I noticed, say, two years ago. Anyone else?

Not just Stephenville; not just O'Hare airport. But France releasing their UFO files, as well as UK Ministry of Defense, a bunch of flares dropped recently in Florida.

And now, from Dr Michael Salla,

[French Expert Publicly Emerges to Confirm Secret United Nations Meeting on UFO's] in a secret meeting held at the United Nations New York headquarters that discussed the UFO phenomenon from February 12-14.

The editorial Dr Salla cites is in French: Le Sujet des P.A.N et les Institutions, and for your convenience, a translation

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I chatted with Dad

12:49 PM Dad: Howdy, Son!
 me: Hi Dad!
  Gimme two minutes; I gotta peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 Dad: Whats happenin?
 me: or you can write and I'll read in a second
12:50 PM Dad: Just got on to check and see if I had any email and saw tat u were on, so I'm sayin Hi!
  Not much changed here, same day, same stuff.
12:52 PM Whooooooo, that is a looooooong peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 me: yes yes
  I just got back from it
 Dad: how're u?
12:53 PM me: I'm great!
  Um, on my end of the internet, I have just finished reading four (4) volumes of Atlantean Secrets
 Dad: That was a lot of typing for "I'm great"
 me: which was a great series as far as being a novel, and like a spiritual awakening process
 Dad: and what did you getfrom them.
12:54 PM neat
 me: Good question... thinking
  thinking
  I enjoyed reading them
  I'm more aware of what infinity could mean
12:55 PM Dad: readin, writin, and cypherin
 me: And am better able tor espect other people where they are. and myself where I am
  espect = respect
  tor = to
 Dad: so, share what you learned about infinity
 me: it's really really big
12:56 PM Dad: or really really small
 me: not so much learned about it, but some of the descriptions of events that happened during a millisecond were really long
  and I was like, "hmmmm; infinity is cool." (to summarize)
12:57 PM Dad: It certainly is.
 me: Have you heard of Eric Pearl and his book The Reconnection ?
one of the women in my meditation group has been trained as a healer in the "new energy"
 Dad: Is it 8:00 or 12:00 for you?
 me: 1pm
12:58 PM Dad: haven't heard of it. I haven't read much of that for about 10 years.
  that for = that genre for
12:59 PM me: he's basically saying that Earth is moving into a new realm, and we don't need all the props in order to do healing. Just let the body heal itself. Medical triage is important for blood squirting events, but otherwise, just allow the energy of God to heal us
 Dad: I've been saying that for years.
1:00 PM I've been told that that is just a fatalistic view, but I think that it is a pragmatic view.
 me: Ive basically thought the same thing as well.
 Dad: I know when I am gettting a cold, I can say "I'll rest" and the cold goes away.
1:01 PM me: Someone asked me about (I think it was you actuall) accidents vs cancer or the like, after I had said something about something. I can't remember details
1:02 PM but I have never (?) thought that cancer should be cured by medical science
 Dad: Idon't remember that wither.
  wther = either
 me: wither you do or not, doesn't mather
 Dad: some memories just appear to wither away.
1:03 PM me: either that, or they don't mather wither you remember or not.
 Dad: interesting, are wither and weather from the same origin
 me: hmmm ; could be
 Dad: maybe we need to let this conversational topic wither on its own.
 me: done
1:04 PM SO on other topics:
  1) a friend of mine in the US has a business idea.
  2) I happen to work with a guy who evaluates business ideas, and he likes the idea
1:05 PM Dad: I'm working to learn the mathematics that surround Fred's sdissertation, and it is kickin my butt some.
 me: 3) I'll get 3% of the money received by my friend in the US if my local guy buys the idea
  hahahahahahaah
  I've never even considered trying to learn the math Fred is doing.
  Congratulations on producing someone so smart!
1:06 PM Dad: THis is non-linear solid mechanics.
  sometimes, I think it should be spelled soiled 'cause that is what it is beating out of me.
 me: hahaha
1:07 PM Oh, did you read my recent Rob Update?
 Dad: BTW, I produced two very smart guys.
1:08 PM Ys, I did. Dorry 'bout the loss.
  Dorry = Sorry
 me: I've been working on some art pieces for a show I'll be doing in July.
 Dad: Great!
 me: I'm hoping to make pieces that people would enjoy buying.
1:09 PM Dad: That is what is needed to get out of the "starving Artist" category.
 me: Yeah, losin' Francois was hard, but I had a great cry, so it's all good.
  Yes. For me I'll transfer slowly from programmer to artist, I guess.
 Dad: yep, it was his turn to go to bigger and better pastures.
1:10 PM me: I'm thinking of getting another rabbit and naming him Jacques
 Dad: Or suddenly transfer to programmer supporting artist.
 me: hmmm I like that better
 Dad: Jacques what you may need.
 me: Did you see my pieces?
 Dad: not yet.
 me: I can be commissioned to make one for your house.
  Here are four
 Dad: The next time that you come home, we'll discuss it.
 me: The backgrounds are actually white, but the computer gets confused.
1:12 PM Dad: Spelll assume.
 me: assume
 Dad: THe computer programmer assumed some things about the background.
1:13 PM me: hmmm I guess.
  I could probably set a setting of which I'm not aware to make it match what I see with my eyes
 Dad: Actually, it was probaby more of a WAG
 me: a wha?
1:14 PM Dad: wild a guess
  WAG, as opposed to a SWAG, which is a scientific wild assed guess.
1:15 PM me: Once I finish them, I may try more carefully to get correct colors in the images.
 Dad: Would be useful to the viewers.
  Oops, I gotta run nature calls, and she is going to take a few...
 me: seee you!
1:16 PM Dad: Love U.
 me: I love you!
 Dad: bye...
 me: thanks for chatting!
  bye!
 Dad: Ditto....
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Inbox

3:02pm JST Monday 3 March 2008 (day 13858)

I'm down to 163 messages in my inbox. Slowly chewing through them.

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Sick

3:22pm JST Monday 3 March 2008 (day 13858)

Travis emailed first, but I was considering the same: sickness prevails so I'm going home to sleeeeeep.

I emailed Ami to let her know. She called me back from home; she's also sick.

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nurse Ami

6:36am JST Wednesday 5 March 2008 (day 13860)

Ami came over on Monday night and cooked the most fantastic chicken soup in the entire planet. Each bite was orgasmically awesome because she made it like chicken stew in a way, and it had no noodles in it, but what looked like noodles were long white mushrooms. I was so happy to have my very own nurse look after me. Oh, what heaven.

She was a naughty nurse, too.

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