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Meditation

12:25am Wednesday 11 June 2008

Tonight was the last night for us to meet at Amy's apartment for meditation; she's going back to the US so we won't be able to use it.

During the first sitting (perhaps 30 minutes), I got the dramatic sense that I can't possibly do this; I just can't sit any longer; I'll never be able to sit for as long as it takes to make breakthroughs in consciousness. In short, I'll never become enlightened (this lifetime).

And I cried a bit to myself, and I kept sitting.

Also got the sense that this ‚Å‚«‚È‚¢ feeling is due to having died in a cramped situation, causing fear of super enclosed places (sometimes I have scary dreams of being enclosed in tight rock cave and can't get out).

At the end of the evening, Helma announced that there will be a building crew going to Sydney to work on the Clairvision school this summer in OZ. I'm like, "count me in, baby!" though I'm not sure how I'll get airfare, etc. But I look forward to going. Should be sweet!

And by sweet I mean hella work, both physical and emotional, going for the spiritual connection.

Also tonight, I cited the goddess character Elyani as my favorite, and an inspiration.

krispy kreme

12:25am Wednesday 11 June 2008

I might have the spelling wrong, but I stood in front of a guy with a box of Krispy Kremes on his lap, and next to him a guy with two boxes of Krispy Kremes on his lap. I was like, "are those delicious?" cause I was hungry and wanted one. My plan worked; I was offered a doughnut and chatted with them, gave them U-Cow cards. (where the heck is Gleb???)

These two guys work in Krispy Kreme, and said the line is still 3 hours long on weekdays and 5 hours long on weekends. The line to get doughnuts, I mean. wtf?

They live in Hiyoshi and at least one of them is going to school at Keio.