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AM psychopomp

9:58pm JST Sunday 28 March 2010 (day 14613)

Ah I just flashed across this memory. This morning after I woke up at 4am to renew my internet cafe time, I wasn't really falling asleep so I offered to do some psychopomp work. "Bring me to a soul who needs help crossing over," and was in a pretty sleepy state so I didn't try to view or get a lot of information, but I was like, "hey how's it going?" and felt the negative reply. "Ah that sounds difficult," and sit a bit, and then once I felt the presence of a helper angel, "oh hey here's someone to help," and let the angel connect with the soul.

I did this process twice and then fell asleep as the third one was finished or mostly in progress; I have the sense that it was also completed successfully.

My understanding of how it works: a human dies, but doesn't know they're dead (or doesn't know how (or that they deserve) to cross over for shower and debriefing). Their guardian angels are there to help them cross over, but, being at such a higher level of resonance, they are invisible to the human soul that's focused on its own troubles. But the soul can see me because I'm still at crude human level of resonance. So the simple task is to help the soul see his/her angels, simply by shifting their awareness just a bit. Then they're like, "oh!" and they handle everything from there.

Basic shamanism workshop

9:51pm JST Sunday 28 March 2010 (day 14613)

Day 2 of the workshop didn't include any processes I hadn't previously done, but again when I did them today it was mostly sleepy sleep time for me. Sigh. BUT, when I did the power animal retrieval for Barnaby, I made sure to stay awake and not waste so much (any?) time "going down the rabbit hole" (I'm using The Matrix language, not language that Kevin used as instruction during the course). I went down a volcano a bit, but then used a trick Kevin has taught us (in each course), "trust that it's working," and I began to see animals. Perfect. Saw a big animal a couple of times (showing its teeth), and I was like, "aight; to prove it, can you be a bit more subtle?" and it was gone for a bit and I saw another animal, "oh maybe that's it," but then the first animal came up behind me and nuzzled the back of my neck. "whooof! okay! That's good! I just need to see you one more time" and it came up playfully on my left hand side.

Four appearances = contact, and I took the animal's spirit-energy into the middle world and gave it to Barnaby. Nice process.

anna bananna!!!

12:07am JST Monday 29 March 2010 (day 14614)

Anna Bananna is home!!! So great to get to talk to her after her amazing adventures in Hokkaido at The Little Red Ski House, although, actually I think she let me tell stories more than she told stories!! Because she broke her wrist, she showed me the X-rays online and I showed her the x-rays and pictures during clavical surgery from when my TJ Bike trip came to a sudden end. Anyway, she's interested in doing PB and vipassana, so I was encouraging her to do those for sure. So great to see Bananna!!!