Entries this day: crack-on-ball-of-my-left-foot love-myself-what new-battery-for-macbook

crack on ball of my left foot

8:37 Sunday 14 April 2019 JST

After Yomiuriland yesterday, the skin on the bottom of my left foot split a bit. This morning I superglued it shut and put some tape over it. Seems to be okay.

10:38 Sunday 14 April 2019 JST

I put on socks and shoes to take off my shoes as I went into Lantz's office. I left my shoes on during my trip back home as the split is painful.

love myself what

16:11 Sunday 14 April 2019 JST

Told RG my life story and he said he could hear my head, but not hear my heart. I said something something something and then he was like "[that] will happen when you begin to love yourself"

And I just started to cry. I do not love myself. I love a lot of the things I do, but apparently not the me who I am.

Shame at its finest and most subtle. I did not even realize it until he said it.

new battery for macbook

10:34 Sunday 14 April 2019 JST

I am on the way back from Loreatec with another new battery in my computer. I replaced it back in December or so, but it never really acted right. Hopefully this one will do the right things.

Lantz offered this battery at no cost after I tried to pay him. We settled on half price.

10:40 Sunday 14 April 2019 JST

Battery has gone from 36 to 31 percent in a few minutes. I hope that is reasonable.

I will leave my computer off now until I get home.