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Entries this day: my-thoughts-about-this-entry-are-not-neutral.

my thoughts about this entry are not neutral.

06:14 Wednesday 05 June 2019 JST

In Portland, I noticed how dramatically my experience was affected just by the focus of my emotions. If I focused on love the experience was wonderfully positive. If I focused on fear, the experience was horrifically negative. It was like an exponential amplifier that responded profoundly to the slightest deviation from neutral.

Today is Day 16 for me in A Course in Miracles

I have no neutral thoughts

This idea makes sense to me in light of my experience from before.

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