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brass balls tender heart

I really like the presentation Adam did; the presentation spoke to me in many ways. Mainly that masculinity comes in all forms and does not need to attack nor collapse in shame. He addressed the #metoo and related hashtags in a way that resonates with me. I do not apologize on behalf of men; I take responsibility for my own actions and model respectful communication and behavior.

I ~~had to~~ chose to leave 30 minutes into the call so I could attend the EOS group. I could have stayed longer on the call I realize now because 11:30 was just the meeting time, not the meeting time, haha. Anyway, I look forward to watching the replay and take the next steps.

I emailed him at 12:50pm

Hey Adam

Thank you for putting together the presentation, and the entire
program.  The first half hour was quite perfectly in line with
what I'd like to get involved with.

I look forward to watching the rest of your presentation and
taking the next steps.

Lots of fear come up for me around self worth especially when
hearing no when reaching out to men.

The MKP circle in Tokyo has grown steadily for four years.  I am
beginning to mentor men in leading the circle. I look forward to
continuing my growth in this process.

Blessings
Rob

He replied just 7 minutes later.

Great to hear from you!

You already have the experience in leading!

Now you just need the structure to turn that into the revenue you
deserve.

I'll have the replay up tmw - you will see how many ways you can monetize.
1. Intro Nights.
2. One off nights
3. 1 Day Deep Dives 
4. Weekend Workshops
5. The ongoing circles
6. Convert participants into coaching clients if you wish.

As for "rejection" - we can talk about that. In my experience, the
JOY that men feel doing these circles and the GRATITUDE
obliterates the feelings around someone not wanting to play.
Anyway, I don't believe in the concept of rejection.  That's a
story built around two independent agents in the world.  Been
teaching THAT around dating for years.

I look forward to speaking with you and planting a flag in Japan.
How exciting.

Warmly,

Adam

Excellent. I am looking forward to the replay.

done did and to do today

This morning I fixed a few more errors in AB, thanks to phan/phan. Most of them are edge caes or code that is not longer (or never has been) used, partially from not following YNGNI.

I have just freewritten text while on the train to Omotesando, and now on Chiyoda line there.

Headed to EOS meeting to see if I can figure out if I want to quit or continue or what.

Oh but before that I have an online thing with Adam regarding men's circles. He's prmoting the idea of leading men's circles as a way to make money. I have definitely put some time into leading circles so I have enough experience.. I am just not yet well versed on the business side of things.

After EOS I will meet Soness online to prepare for my speech on 21 February. (The free writing was fodder for that.)

This evening I will head to 高田馬場 for a PB meeting with GET. Let's see how that goes! Long time no see for all of them. And Ayse will be there too.

emotional energy

I am not sure where emotions come from but best I can tell they have a message for us. after losing something the emotional response is a reminder to take time to grieve the loss, or acknowledge the value of the good times the lost things provided when they were here.

If something intrudes your space, anger is an emotion that comes up to say hey this is my space. stay out. Anger sets limits and keeps a safe perimter around proverbial you

Guilt is an emotion that reminds us to do something differently next time. Empathy for others allows us to

Pride indicates we did something useful for ourselves or others. something difficult perhaps or something beneficial for the greater good.

Emotions are messengers from our subconsious or from the greater conscious to give guidance on how we can most effectively live our lives. Tuning in to the inner guidance can give more and more subtle awareness and more finely tune our actions and thereby make our lies that much more effective and smooth.

Have you ever wished you could go back in time and give your old self some advice? What would you do right now for some advice from your future self? What about advices from a part of yourself that is timeless and can see a greater perspective than you have from this vantage point.

Meditation is a key to learning how to distinguish between the inner voice of the chaotic physical world of human rules and get insight timeless guidance guidance based on timeless truth of reality.

Jesus said I am that I am. Timeless being

THe Power of Now book speaks of what I call the Ever Present Present. This moment in this moment is always here and always a gift to be experienced.

There is no limit to consciousness. With consiousness we can access any location/moment in space or time.

In the spiritual realm there are benevolent entities and entities with ego just like you or I. There are also amoral entities which do not have any care for what is "good" or "bad".. they just do what they do to keep themselves alive.

Just like a bacteria is not a moral being; myriad spiritual non-physical entities are amoral.

Allowing yourself to get in touch with the guidance in your life can help keep things running smoothly, can point you ocan brin gsynchronicities into yyour life which seem like magic

What does all that have to do with emotions? Emotions are one of the ways the spiritual world can give us guidance, insights on how to go forward. You may

Having our emotional bodies clear allows easier perception of the information. Having a blockage ofold emotion we have not processed or otherswise om otherwise come to terms with can prvent the realtime communication from being as clear. The insights are there but clouded by our backlog of emotions. Cluded judgement

So keep your emotions clear by feeling them. THis can be augmented by having a supportive communicty to be present with you while you feel them.

throughout the ages meditation has been recommended by the spiritual masters. Did they know nothing of today's world? How we have to scramble to scoop up money and Likes and other currencies of our time? What are your likes in the physical world? I bet they included quiet moments alone, fun moments with friends (including in MMORPG),

Give love languages quality time, words of affirmation, acts of service, receiving gifts, physical touch.

everyone was friendly at the eos meeting

At least 200 people at the EOS seminar today; everyone was nice and somehow I am a bit famous due to being barefoot all the time. I had to leave before getting a chance to speak to anyone fluent in English and in the business. Still curious as to how involved I will be. I mean, primarily it could be a great way to practice Japanese...